Conversations with God

If I were to have a conversation with God, what would I ask? What would I say? What conversation would I have with my Creator?  This question gave me chills and excitement at the same time. It made me feel eager to know I can have any conversation I want with the ONE and only. Although, I feel eager, talking with the Creator is all brand new to me. This is going to be challenging for me, but if I'm going to start this conversation I am going to start off with my appreciation for my life and appreciation for the love I'm surrounded in. I appreciate my creator's guidance through my experiences and my feelings.  I am thankful for all that's around me, good or bad. I appreciate the knowledge I'm surrounding myself in. I'm thankful for my creator's guidance to my number one dream in life. Which is to be an inspiring coach in self healing and also in fitness and health. It's something I've been yearning to do for quite sometime now. Lately I haven't had the motivation or the kick in the butt to get this dream coming along. I'm a little lost on where to start. My question would be to ask for guidance and how to go above and beyond to make my goal come true. Why don't I have this motivation to do so? I dream of it everyday and imagine myself in that spot of happiness. What can I do to start? Where do I get the confidence and faith to do so? These are the questions I ask myself everyday, and the thing is... I'm actually talking to my God and not even knowing it. I'm given signs and reasons but not seeing them as opportunities. My creator is there with me all the time and supporting me all the way. I couldn't be more blessed knowing that I can feel my creator through my actions that I make everyday. There are many questions I would love to ask my God. There is one that pops up from time to time and I'm curious.. Why did I live such a negative past? Why we're my parents taken away from their lives so early? Is there a way I can understand these situations in a more positive way? I'll I do know is that without the journey I had in the past I wouldn't being here, right now reading off my journal to inspire other's to know that there is a way to change and be happier, and to enjoy life to it's fullest and to be able to have the opportunity to meet positive role models and learn from them. At the time I was younger I didn't know where my life was headed and I had no support what so ever, but the whole time without my even knowing God had a plan for me and it was to be here sharing my feelings and creating a bond that will last a life time. :) I need to always remind myself that my Creator is my highest thought, my clearest word and my grandest feeling <3